'94. Chill. Port City. Instagram: _zalaniz
You give someone the chance to hurt you and it always happens.
You know whats fucking scary? The fact that I could literally change my life at any moment. I could stop talking to everyone that makes me unhappy. I could kiss whoever i want. I could shave my head or get on a plane or take my own life. Nothing is stopping me. The entire world is in my hands, and I have no idea what to do with it.
I’ve had it yo!
Why is it all my friends boyfriends hate me? The fuck I do to you nigga? Y’all some clingy ass niggas! Bruh just stop its a ugly trait yo. I was in ya girls life before ya were together. I’ve been the tears, the bullshit, drama, love, and heart breaks. Before you had the balls to ask my home girls out. Why hate me though? Why can’t we be subtle and he homies? Everytime I would go out with them to parties or dinners I was always the guarding angles, watching over my home girls, making sure dumb niggas won’t stand in y’all relationships like the real nigga I am. I prove my loyalty to you. I gave you respect. I was always in your side so why hate me? Shit. If I fucked ya girl I would have told your ass in your fucking face. I would be the man that I am and own up to you. But don’t never tell ya girl she can’t chill with me. That is the shit I don’t like. Making them unfollow me and and unfriend my ass. That’s fucking low. Yet you’re allowed to go to party with your homies and the home girls. She trusts you, but you can’t trust your girl with me? I guess some nigga is insecure. If I wanted to homewreck she wouldn’t be with you right now. Shit. But you know what, I might as well just fuck her just to prove to you that we ain’t fucking but if a nigga want to assume then fuck it. Might as well. It irritates me to the head bro. Just stop with the petty as shit. Just be the man I think you are and admit to me that you’re jealous of me. Just say it. You think I’m better than you. That’s all you have to say. Instead of being an ass hole you feel like you got competition. S’all good yo.
I pray for a goodnight because today, today was not a good day.